December 27, 2008

hartal!

hari ni aku berhartal

berhartal secara total

tidak mahu ke arau

tidak mahu membebankan kepala aku

tidak mahu memotong rambut

tidak mahu menghadap authoriti di UITM

tidak mahu mengahadap suasana murung perlis

tidak mahu melapor diri untuk kaunter sahsiah

aku berhartal untuk berubah..

aku berhartal dengan cara memasukkan bola hitam akhir di frame ketiga malam ini

aku berhartal dengan meneruskan permainan bersama zadil walaupun arep sudah longlai mengantuk

aku hartal dgn tv karena bila aku bkk tv bila sampai tadi..gerak khas je ade..

aku hartal karena gerak khas memburuk2kn imej punk..teramat2 bodoh..

aku hartal karena dialog norman hakim ''sheila keluar bersama budak2 setan tu''

aku hartal karena lagu yg dipasang dalam gerak khas itu adalah heavy metal dan bukannya punk

tapi..hartal tu omongan kosong karena..

abah aku lebih berkuasa..

dah..aku nak packing.. dah 3.40 pagi..

kejap lagi lepas subuh baginda ayahnda

hendak berangkat ke kota arau..

menghantar..makhluk bergelar aku..

sekuat mana aku berhartal

aku sadar..

abah aku lebih berkuasa..

isk..xnk balek..

ni last post..

aku xdak laptop nk bwk ke arau..

aku salute sume member2 yang byk isi masa berpaedah aku dgn aktiviti xberpaedah korg..
aku salute member2 aku yg xlupe ajak aku bile ade function best2
aku salute member2 aku yg pnh blanje aku
aku salute sume momen2 kite jamming..
aku salute sume momen2 kite moshing..
aku salute adik2 aku yg join aku jamming
aku salute adik aku yg tlg aku dgn bisnes aku n arep
aku salute dgn amer azme and brothers krane jemput aku join clothing dorg
aku salute abang aku yg setia tolong mak aku di kedai makannya
aku salute bathrissyia sebab menceriakan cuti aku
aku salute teman2 berbual aku
aku salute semua org yg ambik tahu dan ambik berat sal aku
aku teramat2 aku salute ibunda aku yg xhenti2 igtkn aku untuk solat dan curahan nasihat beliau..
yg paling aku salute abah aku!!
thank, hoping to hear from you guys..nex holiday

salam

kapal layarku akan berlepas untuk terbang sakali lagi!

doakan aku rakan2!!


p/s: apat juga menyeru aku untuk berhartal tetapi dgn berbugil di depan umah..
sori ah pat..aku xmampu aku xsekuat engko..

semalam

hasnul sampai ke kota ipoh

aku pikap di medan gopeng dengan arep..

arep balek dlu lepas tu karena bapak die roger..

aku jammed..malam tu sayur..sumer org xnk kua..

sbb dah straight dua hari lek lambat..

aku angkut hasnul lepak umah aku je..

to hasnul..tenkiyu sebab bejaya senakkan perut aku dgn belanja makanan

tenkiyu untuk dvd driver king..

itu semalam..hari ini laen cerita..

to hasnul..

seruan UITM mengahalang untuk aku lepak lebih lame dgn ko..

laen kali cuti..lak,,

December 25, 2008

Teori Rm5 itu terbukti

for those who have been following my previous entry should know that im in a progress to prove a theory

now the theory is here

we started up with only RM5 (read twice to be more cleared) and willing to expand the value
here are the result..

first of all cust value-Rm175(P4 1.6)
first cust- value RM75 (budget pc P42.6 ghz)
2nd cust-value RM50 (BenQs31v)
3rd cust-value RM60 (acer aspire 4710)
4th cust-value RM80 (japan original VAIO P3 800ghz)
5th cust-value Rm220 (toshiba satellite year 2000)still in debt for RM120
6th cust-value Rm30 (BenQ)
7th cust-value Rm40 (acer 4315)

total Rm610

50 for trip cost

560

divide by 2

equal to Rm280 lah lump sum

its not like we're gettin a bunch of it..tapi setakat nk lepas duit lepak2

duit minyak..duit asap..duit snooker duit maple dan lain2

tu leh la..jadi xdela cuti ni sengkek sgt..xdela menyangap je..

ak pon cutting duit dgn adik aku gak die tlg2 format,download itu ini,optimize dan byk lg
saje bg die keje bosan2 lepas abes sekolah rendah

boleh la..harga pon untuk servicing sperti dorg demand nk itu ini nk laju nk bg smooth sume antivirus+key lagi..nk game la ape la..nk window xp for gaming lah server la..format tu lumpsump je kire

yg ratus2 sume termasok hardware yg kuno2 mcm toshiba tu..and
sevis vaio yg lame tu mhl sket(boot up bhs jepun kot jenuh nk ejas)
dgn external cd rom xbg..laptop pkai floppy je 1 usb port..window xp ori jepun lak tu..

banyak benda belajar..ok la..

'nak amek duit orang ni bkn senang'

so jgn mintak blanje jgn mintak hutang aku kt korg lagi
sbb ak pn cukup2 makan je
ahaha

syukur Alhamdulillah

hee~

penambahan cerita-semalam jamming lagi...=)

December 23, 2008

she once said..

''i can't love anyone else..i love you

but iam totally afraid of falling in love..again and to be heartbroken again

and if i'am married..it will be with someone who seek for my hand

not my love..''
.
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...
....

sigh..


December 22, 2008

that butterfly ache..

at this point of my life i used to have her to guide me

at this state of my emotion i used to have her by my side to calm me..

at the time when i am speechless she used to talk to me..

at the point which i need somebody she used to lend her ear and to share her wisdom...

at this moment i just can't deny that i miss her..

i know you never gonna know bout this

i know now i am ignored by you

but i'll keep writing.. bout this feeling,those moments i used to have with you..

i'll keep telling that everyday to myself that your love is irreplaceable

it is true..your face just just too beautiful to be put away as my wallpaper..

i still kept your last text to me ,it stay in the inbox ..as i am not sure if there's any to come in the future

all your sweet lil notes..that cute lil love letter you used to sip in my pencil box are still there in my drawer even it feel like ages since we'are out from highschool..

those crunchy wrappers..that couple tee..will remain in my keep and accompanie me evryday..just to said and comfort this lil broken heart of mine that we used to be together and how great that love and moment we used to have..

everyday i pray like i used to pray for our happiness and love to be blessed

just my prayer now..is hoping for Allah to show me if this are meant to me and show me if this are the best way between us..and hoping for you to have a blessed life besides your love ones..

planting seeds of hopes that you'll comeback some days..and put my miserable away..hoping for guidance hope powerful soul like you to face all this..

i just cant ignore you even to forget you..in every step i take..

this finger that used to text u.. that used to dial your number..can't stop doing it..
this mail..friendster and all that used to have our chat are no longer receiving it..

and myself will be much grateful and so happy to found out if you text or mail me first..

i just want you to know i need you.. yes i have felt your lost
and the pain wont heal..

a word from you worth a day full of smile.. a morning greet from you worth a day full of happiness..

i need you..every step i take seem full of emptiness and no matter how hard i try to chill up myself..there's you at the end of it that kept me awake that im just an ordinary

sad,lonely lost soul..

i hope there's a blessing in disguise..i hope very hard..but theres nothing much2 more i am hoping than your comeback..

sorry..sigh..

kurang best..

nk lek arau mcm xbest..

org2nye..staf2 environment..to much to complaint la for a loose soul like me

td lepak dgn

iqbal,zack,ber,arep,kiro,zadil,pikul,saiful haq(dtg xsengaje)

dkt maple..

da dua hari straight jamming..

mlm first dgn adik aku yg dua org tu skali la iqbal zack piquil arep..dkt R-one blkg billion

yg td dgn kiro,zack,arif,iqbal,ber dkt cry baby sbela redcom..tesco..

ber jadi tom york haha layan dow radiohead..da lame xjammed Radiohead

mlm lepak lagi..sok putut nk chaloo..jmpe jap la

nk g tgk liverpool arsenal..xjd..dorg nk gerak awal lek putut penat..lah..

maple pn da xbest..

ak xtau la kot2 korg pon ade rase sayu gak nk blah lek stdy..

sbb ak suke umah aku..walopon ak da dekat 19 tahun..idop

rase berat ati nk tinggal umah tu ade..da rase dah skang nie...

haha..

im speechless terlampau byk benda yg aku kusutkan

im messing my own life..my own self..my own soul...

and im hoping to guide it back..

am i loosing everything i got right now??

December 21, 2008

thrissyia day out

this evening -a.k.a- petang tadi

ak bwk adik aku yg kcik g taman permainan -a.k.a- Me and my lil sis out to playground

dengan muaz and iqbal yg juga adik aku -a.k.a- along with muaz and iqbal which is my lil brother la

nk g taman kanak2 di Tmn Dr Seenivasagam -a.k.a- i was planning for a trip to Tmn Dr

singgah di yik fong mencari cd konsol Ps2 -a.k.a- drop by at yik fong to find ourself ps2 cd game

isya igt ktorg tipu die dan menarik muka yg ala2 nk mendatangkan masalah -a.k.a- my lil sis found out our dirty little trick..which is to went out using her but its not really direct la..the main objective is still there but like old malays said 'sambil selam minum air' and she pull out that troublesome face

aku blikn die aiskrim cornetto klasik Rm2.20 yang die suke -a.k.a- i bribe her a nice cone of cornetto klasik which cost me Rm2.20 and which also her favorite ice-cream

die teros ok wat sementara waktu sementara muaz masok ke YF mencari Cd -a.k.a- my agent went for the cd while i distract the main objective

dapat cd dan chaloo ke taman DR -a.k.a- sub-mission complete and proceed for the main objective

skali sampai penoh da.. -a.k.a- the park was full when we arrived

gerak gi taman polo lak dgn abah skali yg kbetulan terjumpe dtgh jln -a.k.a- met my parents while me on my wheel to taman polo and decide to regroup there..

lokasi penoh tapi ok la adik aku nk main sgt lgpn parking byk.. -a.k.a- yet the park also full but i still got a parking lot for my car..

bebaskan isya ke medan perang -a.k.a- i let my lil sis to the warzone

isya penat ari da senja kami pn balek -a.k.a- isya exhausted and we're off to Hq

singgah di kedai shabri (medan selera stadium )for mee bandung -a.k.a- drop by at shabri mee bandung at stadium foodcourt

sampai umah -a.k.a- safely returned to Hq

mission accomplished!got ACE COMBAT BELKAN WARs..for ourselves hee selepas
baru abeskn ACE COMBAT UNSUNG WAR so yg ni next episode la..

December 19, 2008

satu kali lagi

ari yang lesu dan kelu..
i wonder..
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...
...
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December 17, 2008

konon la..

result nk kua..

hasih..konon engineer la..

konon nk jd kontraktor..

trigt petikan kata2 bapak aku bile aku ckp nk keje pas diploma

'ko mmg kne keje..result ko mane layak wat degree..'

haish..jammed aku..bapak aku pon drop2 aku cetu...

mental down dow..

aku xtau mane halatuju aku lagi nieh..

tp proceed dlu...

bak kate org perak

''ape yg pentin..kroje same!!''

December 14, 2008

just 'hate' pronounced as head

aku benci orang kaya

aku benci 'girlish pink attitude gedik dan sebagainya'

aku benci kaum2 yg makan di Mcd,piza,KFC,Secret Recipies,Kenny Rogers, dan seangkatan

aku benci kaum2 yg makan di hotel2 dan restoran besar2

aku benci kaum2 yg mewah harta mak bapaknya

aku benci kaum2 yg dapat apa mereka nak

aku benci kaum2 yg classy

aku benci kaum2 yg beli semata2 gula sekilo pun ke Tesco

aku benci feminin

aku benci org yg shopping di butik2

aku benci org yg geli2 dgn bundle

aku benci dengan penabur janji

aku benci dgn org berkereta mewah..

aku benci org yg suka honk2

aku benci dgn org berjawatan



byk lagi...aku benci suasana bandaraya kuala lumpur dan kadang2 perangai orang nya..


aku lg suke atmosphere town penang..persekitaran bandaraya kedah..jitra a.setar..
ak fak kangar..


ak ske scene jitra..band dorg best..ak ske tgk dak2 alor star skate..dorg xnmpk gelabah
ak ske band2 ipoh dorg humble..diy..ak ske gig-goers taiping dorg ramah..steady xde gelabah..friendly..sng ngam..aku ske dak2 scene johor dorg xpikir hal org..aku suke member dgn dak trengganu kt uitm..dorg nmpk rilek...aku suke dak2 perak..dorg sng nk masuk..ak ske lpk dak2 penang dorg smgt kawan tinggi unite...

aku ske maple pesanjung roti canai die besar..singgit lak tu

ak ske bwk keta kt ipoh..suasana die best..byk lagi aku suke..

December 12, 2008

ari yang sayur

arini sayur ah..sayur sgt lesu je..

lapar..nk mkn..la..

esok..

mane nk cari duit g moshy prty sok..client xkol lg suh fecth brg..income xde

eh silap la moshy party luse...bkn sok

aduh..

td mimpi..xbest..ak igt xpenting

ak cek kt internet..ade tafsir mimpi ikut Islam..rupe2nye penting gak maksud mimpi tu

ni la akibat tdo siang..pnt atau xckup tdo smlm..

tp sblm mkn..

nk kua la dlu..

amek udara..

December 10, 2008

a stalker i am

did u ever in a state where u r so curious about someone??
and that some one is your loved one..
to be specific..

u admit that u r cool with her but instead u r still have that deep feeling of love to her,a very deep one.. very-very deep like a curse.. that emerged in every inch of your very tiny little cell.. that lie side by side and cover up whole of your little heart.. that you feel heavier day by day you go through without her.. that disable you from having a crush for other girls..

that lead to yourself and make you wouldn't able to spit that love word again to anybody...

yet she was beautiful.. so damn beautiful in your eyes.. that heat up a competition between you and others guys..

and to be more specific.. she loved you the most! treated you like prince.. have faith in you and have no intense in other guy in line which are better than you that begging for her..

and to make it pathetic you let her down.. and you both are no longer together.. because of your clumsiness and stupidity..

you try to act cool and let the flow go by.. acting like you both are cool with it..

(the best part)..
she still love you..(she says la).. just loosing the trusting part that she put on you.. that make you feel that you are a complete junk and waste that she could never afford to have you back in her life.. and that hang you to a tiny little rope that contain 100 percent hope!! to an end of a hundred years old tree height more than you can imagine.. pure and natural hope!! without extra chemical addition.. and below your feet is a natural fresh short little grass.. swinging to the sound of wind waiting for you.. to fall!!!

you admitted your fault, begging and asking for forgiveness so hard.. mending those tiny little rope.. holding so tight.. hurting your hand..


ever since your separation you watch and sneak into her life quietly.. see her progress with other guys.. check whetter she's got the same feeling as you.. wondering if she still got the love towards you.. still keep that hope you used to built with her.. still remembered those sweet moment you got with her.. that haunted you like crazy when you are alone.. watch if she ever smile for other guys.. if she ever really want that separation, did she happy with it.. copied all of his new pic.. still keep her pic as your wallpaper and hoping she do the same.. hoping she's not invi her YM status from you.. and hoping that she will feel the absent of you in her life like you are feeling so hard right now..

if u ever feel and do it..


yet you are a stalker..

like..

a stalker i am..


December 9, 2008

Waking The soul up!!


finding myself as a lame..and a blip in a society radar..keep me wondering in next few years what will this me became in this so called society..well that's for the intro just to wake me up..wake up from pretending as what i got today is what i got since i was born..that the real word would be what left for me now is what i keep loosing eversince i got it..i was baffled by myself when my fingers so eager to press onto this keyboards..yet i was questioned by my eyes when it refuses to wake up and have vision like i used to do and my brain who optimized itself to fill my air of thinking with dust and smoke..pall mall filter would sound nice..then..after all this pocket has not fit the charateristic to buy myself a nice marlboro soft pack..i'll wait for the income, every day seem hard now..every move seems to be tricky..and every steps fill with emptiness and a pair of eye full of looks could be full of emptiness..i kept saying to myself again what should i type onto this site..while my fingers still refusing to stop..well i guess im quite happy for myself, actually quite happy for my car who got it radio fixed..ooh my travel wouldnt be so sunyi after this..

notes for my fixed soul...

raya aji seem nice..i have my revenged pay for the raya eid yg sayur..ahaha read my older post..

rock the world would be lame...so lame..!!i bet with those bunkface on stage..i guess LO is making money than making the scene as he used to be..most of my friend are refusing to go and would much appreciate if their money is spend on the moshy party two..AHAHA

my air need to be fill ok

gerak dlu..salam~~

December 5, 2008

hari ini 19 tahun yg lampau

tekrjut pada jam 9.15 pg..diterajang adikku (sakai giler) wajah gemilang 19tahun ahahaa
i was born
ahaha
yet the filling isn't still enough..

on this day back two years..student of MJSC trans SPm 06 was released without parolled

those glorious birthday song for me back at the corridor..the celebration on the dinner night

bus ride to parit buntar..promising a never ending freedom from Pak NAn..ahaha

yet this is me..things change..tyme bday aku org cuti,IPTA pon cuti skola pon cuti

jarang dpt sleberet dgn membe2 lgpon ak bkn kaki selebret..ak pon xde ah kne dgn member2

kne rumble ke kne simbah ke kne ikat ke..aku kire bertuah..kirenye ak pon xtau nk kire ape lg

jd ak bgn hari ini semakin matang yea!bkn tua!! ahahha..Alhamdulliah

thanx for da early wishes

-oolie
-enon
-amer
-alia
-fatin liyana
-qsc mal2

korg memang best r..kalo korg mmg igt tp kalo korg stakat tgk updates dkt frenster ahaha korg best sket2 je..

oli kt aus..slalu mlm bday die kol aku ahaha..shit! im missing her..huhuh
ape aku nk wat dgn CELCOM u-paX 1 week free call dan maxis 24hours free..

ahaha
ade oli mmg aku gayut dgn die e..
tgk la..huhu

idung aku saket..flu itu menjadi2..

sekian..

tambahan-kak long dpt bby baru jam 3lbey pg td ahaha same besday..huhuhu
kak long aka anak pak long aku..yg sulong maka anak die cicit pertama atok nenek aku cucu pertama pak long aku

ahaha..tahniah