March 28, 2009

hilang

about a month

a text never reply

a call never answered..

did you need more space?

or it is a my total erased..

please..

the curse will never cure..

it called..guilt,some call it chenta

it is heavy..and crushing...

everytime happinesss overcome me

that feeling of loosing you sober me up..

everytime i woke up..

evrytime i try to chill myself..

do you feel the same?

or it is just me..

if you could only read this..

March 22, 2009

encik shabri dan C++

asal aku nk tulis sal pensyarah berjiwa rakyat ni pagi2 bute??

there's something in him that caught my attention in class..
he is an engineer, a former lecturer in usm, a well known surveyor
own a bright future in civ engineering..and has put his brilliant idea and work for
many highway construction in malaysia



yet he still live a humble live as a lecturer in mauntech (uitm)
what caught me is his wisdom and story

he used to tell us a stories about his life..

childhood he used to have..living in hostel life..
i don't know,every time he sip a story about his past between his lecture

i could only notice student sms-ing..chattering or stare at the book and jot a note
but he laugh well for the hillarious moment he used to have and sometime
i am the only one who caught his joke..while others
laugh just to tease the others..

i seat at the back of the class..
for me..i prefer to be the blip in the radar and not the shining star..
he did not notice me but i guess that what i prefer..

but sir..even i stay at the back i do notice the pod in your eyes..
that deep look..about your past..

i still remeber when u tell our class about Pearson publication try to print out your module
for open publishing and you tell us

"saya xmintak royalti , saya xnk untung,stakat lepas duit modal dah la..lagipn duit lebih saya setiap sem akan sumbang pada masjid..kalo dorg amek alih stakat dapat royalti, jual mahal2 beban student..itu xmenyumbang apa2"

at the time he spoke out this word to tel his student his willingness to help them..as usual
nobody take note..about his word

even duit buku sampai final pn xbayar lagi..pdhl baru bape ringgit..
i do respect you out of the other lecturer..

there's a word from you i quote..

''kalo xmau susah blaja pegi amek sport science..amek kos management, setiausaha ka..pakai smart2 muka jambu..mekap2 ,quit engineering!ini benda simple~~~''

at least you're not like my "c++ " lecturer

"u xtau jawab??mau mati ka!!!??




sigh!!! i can't sleep for c++ the test..

March 18, 2009

kata-kata pujangga

everybody had a bad time
why do we have to waste all the good time for it...



why?why?why?

i've suffered enough..i've got my lesson..

March 15, 2009

new post

pemilik hasil tngkapan yg paling byk
lenguh nk sampai dasar
pit stop bertimbun syal..
dive!!!!!!!!!!
abang bundle..baju mamat ni saje da dekat spuloh lai..


jap2..
penah dgr math anxiety??

ini term untuk rase gelisah bile berdepan dgn subjek math

padahal kalo cuak subjek laen korg tuka saje la pangkalnye..jd history anxiety ke what so ever

tadi br balek amek test math..test pada pagi ahad yg me-lagha-kn segala urusan aku pada minggu ni..

ntah knape aku rase hartal dgn subjek2 fluid mechanics,solid mechanics,soil engineering..

nmpak bunyi mcm sedap..nampak mcm hustler je kalo blajor subjek2 diatas

tapi kalo dah kate calculus itu jawuh lagi mudah dari subjek structure dan solid..maka ak pn
mengisytiharkan perang pada subjek ini...sebab kalkulus mmg aku fault lah..

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ceritha semalam..

friday night ialah malam org tdo lambat untuk qadha tdo awal slame sminggu tapi aku tdo awal sbb slh strategy..

strategy die ak nk stady jadik konon2 amek mood maen gitar..dan tertidow..
jd pagi sabtu org bgn lambat ak da terkebil2 ats katil pd jam 6.45 pagi

ulang suara 6.45 pagi!! dgn gentle aku stady math..utk test tadi..

jam 2 ptg kelibat makhluk lain smakin ligat.maka selepas sarapan tengah hari..
dorg ajak g bundle..bundle singgit tuwh...pdhl sekor2 xpnh sampai pn kt situ..

merancang perjalanan..dan bergerak dgn skill dun be shy just ask..
sbb dlu kalo pkai try and error memanjang je x jmpe..

carik2 jumpa..akhirnye..

fakta tentang bundle ini

1. the times penah menjejakkn kaki mereka disini
2. sini pnh jadi highlight spot dlm series the hoppers and ahli musik
3.boley dive dalam baju tu..
4.kalo nk lipat baju2 kt sini 3 taun pn xabes
5.sume brg2 jepun
6.sume satu ringgit!!
7.hehe..balek je korg leh dapat full uniform ala2 the strokes, stakat bittersweet tu skali seluk je da jmpe..ntah2 dorg pn angkat kt sini..
8.dahla singgit siap ley dapat kurg lagi...
9.dak2 jitra panggil bundle berenang sbb ley brenang dlm nie
10.dak2 luar pgil bundle gunung sbb dkt dgn gunung keriang xpn sbb mengunung bju2 kt sini..
11.pandai carik..mmg dapat bju cun2 pdi pn ade arnold palmer pn ade..tp carik kostum ah baru best..dressup ala2 band sket kah3

March 8, 2009

battle??


4 insan 4 latarbelakang 4 genre berbeza..bersatu
demi satu matlamat juara kugiran 2009..
mencari nama dan pengalaman..ceeewah!!

line up ori-aku rhytm,apat bass,aji drummer,ayat lead~~f-salute!!



ni tyme rehearsel tunggu turn
edo lead guitarist cherry candy
dalam fitting room with cherry candy

kpala-rhtym cherrycandy,peluk tubuh kt bwh-bassist cherrycandy spek-vok cherrycandy

bersatu band rakan2-yg tunduk long sliv 'apo'-vokalis lame ktorg,tie longgar 'asri' vokalis lagu slumber ktorg.. dak prelude af4 haha..
ini flyer untuk juara kugiran


fakta penting buat aku

1-organiser xbagi usik volume katenye da setting,tapi monitor fault bunyi gitar aku tenggelam..

2-yang menang maen raw giler xde oter2 bunyi fresh xde unsur kreatif lgsg

3-nk menang kne terima kaseh dan ampu juri

4-bajet bagus la lu orang pkai baju krew..

5-kalo korg bce post sbelom nie..bdk yg maen lagu chemistry tu la yg menang.

6-sbaek shj johan dinobatkn semua band blah..dan keluar tinggalkan majlis..skali dgn pengikut2..
dengan jeritan xmembina dan kutukan2 kpd para juri..cth kutukan membina yg dilemparkan "lu slim la beb!!!" kpd ktua juri yg terkenal dgn keboyotan beliau..dan kegatalannya..

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aku igt tyme aku tegur ariana couple..'gitar xbunyi ke kak td?xkn frust kot?tensyen je muke'

ariana ckap 'frust la come back again lagu berhantu tu'

deppressed gler muka tyme indiependen day out 2

skang aku da faham perasaan tu..

berlatih bagai nk rak..

bunyi fault..jammed!!!

overall puas ati la..xdpt placing pn..


trun stage ade org pgl aku albert(the strokes)
haha tau la ktorg men lagu reptilia..

pegh..

style~~

aku dan cuak

seyes td jamming..for da last time..
everything perfect..cuma asri je la kne oter sket part die
tp overall aku cuak

arini jmming marathon 5 jam,3 jam siang
2jam mlm..

lgsg xde teruja..
mungkin sbb dorg arahkn student tuck-in,bertshirt kolar,berkasut

sume band jadi takut2
dan ade ura2 jika keadaan terlampau dikawal..
mybe ktorg blah je..

blah??

March 6, 2009

satu due..

another tesco trip..

bosan2 tdo..



live flow smoothly for me i guess..
back 2 weeks

aku dilanda kebosanan melampau..tapi parents aku dtg ke perlis..walla!!!
heppy xterkate

lagipon for the next a month i guess aku blom tentu leh bau ipoh..huhu
lusa ade battle of the band..
then gig at putra palace
the next week lagi aku ade modul..

tahniah for abah got promotion..and maybe kne pindah lagi..

sape2 yg dekat dtg lah support..first time masuk juara kugiran anjuran uitm nieh ..
mlam nie jamming lg 3 jam
duit da kering

lesen da penowh..hahaha no more "P"
rindu dkt nur bathrissyia mmg xterkate gak

makin lame aku tgk die makin membesar..walaupun xtgk tapi aku tau la..
die slalu shotkn kredit aku kalo kol umah nk mintak duit
then die angkat sembang sket pnye lame..xnk pas kt ibu..
petah gile..xleh blah kalo die ckp..

angah nie xde duit ke nk bli tiket bas?bile nk balek?
xde duit jalan la kaki..
kakak,muaz sume ade kt umah..da balik..

haha
xabes2 cakap taun depan nk skola tadika..
xabes2 ngadu pasal abang die yg second last tu gaduh dgn die..
mcm kakak die gak dulu suke sgt blaja suke sgt g skolah..umo 4 taun da bli baju skola
suke gaduh dgn aku..

sampai skang kakak die kol aku ngadu ibu and abah xmarah addmath die rendah..
suh aku kutok die..tapi last2 aku kne kutok lek..repeat paper wadehell?
MRSm taiping xbest..
cikgu BI suke marking die..marah2
projek sem sucks etc..
slalu pau kedit..slalu wat aku jd driver..

but bathrissyia she's our sweetheart....
never the less...peneman ibu dkt kedai..
peneman abah ke bank..ke tesco blli brg dapur..
peneman abah g byr bil...kereta tu dunia die la

glad she's there..mase ank2 abh yg len sume da masok ipt da masuk sbp,mrsm..

hujung minggu kalo x ke mrsm taiping..
mst ke sekolah sains teluk intan..
kalo lgi best ke uitm arau perlis la..haha

dear sis grow up and be someone better than me..better than fatin..muaz,iqbal, along..
u got a lot to see..a future to shape..and guidance to seek..

March 1, 2009

kadang~

semalam join rakan muda..jadi ajk explorace..best gak..
pastu kne suruh angkat kayak
berat xterkata..

hayat (member aku) sibuk msej2 cakap rehearsel battle of the band nk start
terkejar2 aku angkat kayak laju2 dgn arapan nk perform la..skali

usha band first maen..lagu untukmu dgn mando diao-you cant steal my love
mantap ah..dak2 redho(name member aku) dorg ni men gig gak..

pastu kne stop 10 minit tgu dak debate abes..debate..sbb gangguan bunyi kata mereka
haaha bkn ade org dengar dorg debate pn sbenarnye

lepas stop band redho td sambung maen..
lps tu spttnye ktorg perform tp dak hayat nie g kua makan..lapa katenye..
xpe2

bg laluan band satu lagi lak..
pkai baju ash of the wake..maen lagu candy akan ku tunggu..
2nd song dorg nie yg wat aku menyirap nie...

tuning drop d..aku da bajet dak2 ni mst men lagu chemistry-butterfinger bdsrkn riff2 yg die test
memang btol!

yg aku bengang name pn karnival ilmu..bley lak die tejerit2 dok syok sendiri
organiser leh lak lambat potong die perform..

woi mat! lu xpikir ke dak2 kecik dok tecangak tgk lu tejerit2
woi mat! lu xpikir ke naek chanselor dan timbalan2 nye ade di karnival tersebut!

lalu pihak organiser suh la dorg cut off
dan bape minit kemudian ktika ktorg ready nk masuk gelanggang

satu panggilan dari kuasa besar uitm mengarahkan rehearsel tersebut

dibatalkn!!!!

sekian..saya sayang uitm!!!!

saye xdpt perform di khayalak ramai hari itu..
saye kecewa..
nampaknye tgu final nnt je la..


moral untuk hari itu
xgune saye angkat kayak yg berat dan berlumpur itu..laju2
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